I am a pastor and have struggled with SSA all my life. I have been doing fairly well, but recently when going through some major life problems I submitted to temptation to view pornography. Feels like the weight of the world is on me. I am so ashamed and know I have let my wife down. I can’t bring myself to confess to her yet another failure. I have no support group and feel hopelessly guilty and ensnared by lustful thoughts and torment of failure. I just need prayer, I know that Jesus will bring me through.