My brother Luke just came out to me yesterday and told me that he is gay. I do not know what to do. We come from a family of five children and I am the oldest. I think he is angry and frustrated with it and does not know how he will tell our parents. Our parents would really struggle with this and to be honest, I do not know if their marriage could withstand it. Please pray for God to direct my steps as I find resources for him and help him.
I know I am a bisexual, but I lean on being gay more often. I don’t want to be gay. I want to be normal, but I no longer know what is normal and what is not. Please pray for me, so that I am shown the path that God has chosen for me, and the worse is right now I am attracted to my cousin and that is taking a toll over my life. I want to get over with all this and lead a peaceful life. I am tired of all the battles raging inside my head. Please pray for me.
Hi, I struggle with lesbianism, but am still in the closet. I am very attracted to the beauty of a woman’s body. I do consider myself to be an attractive person and many guys like me, but I disguise myself under baggy clothes as to avoid relationships with men. I love God but want a close relationship with a woman, but I know it’s a sin. I cannot get my mind away from this; I want to follow God.
I am a youth pastor and have struggled with homosexuality all my life and I believe God was talking to me telling me that there is something else out there for me. Please pray I can move past this part in my life and please pray for strength. Thanks.
My name is Martha, and I live in Laredo Texas. Last week I made the decision, through God, to leave homosexuality. I’ve been living as a lesbian for the past seven years. I’ve been in two long term relationships, but each of them destroyed me. The most recent one lasted three years and really took control of my life. This person was very manipulating and controlling to the point she controlled me in every possible way. In the past she had broken up with me several times, but recently there was something different. Something was telling me that the relationship was not right. I always knew that homosexuality was not okay with God but this time around I felt clear in my mind that this way of life was going to bring me destruction but also lead to eternal damnation. I kept fighting because I really wanted to stay with my partner, but there was something in me that did not allow me to even be with her in bed. All last week I felt lonely, desperate, depressed, and wanted to even seek psychiatric help. I literally felt the spirit of death following me to the point that life was not the same. I was feeling guilting and God was surely speaking to me to get out of this lifestyle, as soon as possible, before it was too late. In the beginning, I was thinking I was crazy. I had no peace at all to the point that I had to take medication to sleep at night. I decided to leave my partner; that was the hardest thing that I’ve ever had to do because I still wanted to be with her, but I felt a constant state of conviction. So, I ended the relationship. God spoke with me and said that He wants to save her too. God said that in order for Him to work in her life that I must remove myself from her life. I believe that everyone who is living the lifestyle deserves the mercy of Jesus Christ our Lord and He is the only one who can help us through this. I am now seeking God more and more each day. I still have temptations and there are just some days that I want to call her back but then I remind myself that it will only get worse. Please pray for me so that I won’t fall and keep strong in this battle. May God bless you.
Please pray for my son. Pray for his safety and health. Pray that the confusion is brought to God. Please pray that his head and mind are cleared. Please let him realize that his dreams are what they always were with a nice woman that God can send to him.
I am a pastor and have struggled with SSA all my life. I have been doing fairly well, but recently when going through some major life problems I submitted to temptation to view pornography. Feels like the weight of the world is on me. I am so ashamed and know I have let my wife down. I can’t bring myself to confess to her yet another failure. I have no support group and feel hopelessly guilty and ensnared by lustful thoughts and torment of failure. I just need prayer, I know that Jesus will bring me through.
Please pray for my son to seek forgiveness and to turn from his current lifestyle. He is burying himself deeper and deeper into a life of misery by refusing to believe he can be changed by God’s mercy. He is brilliant by worldly standards,but confused by believing that God accepts his chosen lifestyle and that his eternal security is affirmed because he feels God accepts his choice.
I need to deny fleshly appetites. I need accountability friends. I need to seek support for my HIV recent diagnosis, and I need to seek God’s Will over my own ambitions. I am in Clarksville, TN area and feel that there needs to be a future exgay ministry in this town, there is only one s.a. group and there could be more meetings. Chris F. in TN
Please pray for my 24 year old son. He has always been called “gay” because of his effeminate behavior and therefore, he feels he is gay. He has had a relationship but not openly. He will not say he is gay, and becomes very angry with me if I talk with him about it. He was saved as a child, but questions the sovereignty of God. I am distraught for him. I have been praying earnestly for years and asked him to get help, but he refuses. Please pray that God will move in his heart. I feel so hopeless about is. Please, please, pray. I am so afraid for him. Please pray for a miracle.