Hi, I have been out of the life for almost 10 years. At least to the extent that I don’t have contact with the gay communities and no sexual contact in that time. But it’s all been on my own and I’ve struggled the whole time with porn. I have no church or support aside from a few friends on-line who have offered to listen at least. It’s shame that keeps me away so my prayer request is – that I could face the shame and fear. I live in New England and there is not a lot of resources here specifically dealing with homosexuality. I also have trouble talking/praying on the phone.